A year of firsts and lasts

A year of firsts and lasts. Moving into different roles and finally feeling comfortable in existing ones, I’ve had quite the senior year. With all the stress it brings, I’ve found myself becoming the person I want to be. It feels like I’m starting to act more without thinking so much, which feels incredible as an overthinker. I was nervous to start the semester with limited friends in most of my classes because I felt like it would be a bust, but I’ve made unexpected close bonds, and I hope to strengthen them this upcoming semester. I’ve been challenged, of course, but I have grown to be less hard on myself. It honestly has helped me rise up from the frequent falls high school brings, and I’m genuinely proud of myself for finally reaching this point. 

12 AP has been quite an interesting literature experience. Reading classic, renowned texts have made me more appreciative of the repertoire out there, and I’ve taken interest in several habits this class has helped me build. The collaborative environment has helped this class be a stress relief – especially the SBC Fridays :)

My critical thinking skills have most definitely seen new peaks this year. I’ve caught myself analyzing texts quicker and generally finding more appreciation for thought-provoking pieces. Even though I’m not a history fan, I’ve taken interest in some historical podcasts that my dad listens to. 

This year has been somewhat of a mix of everything, and I’m excited to see where it takes me. It seems like this ride should be over, but I’m happy knowing there’s still half left to go. I especially want to use the extra time this semester towards spending time with others. In the past, I’ve always remained comfortable keeping to myself when time permits, but I know that in order to build a support system and enjoy my time in college, I need to lean on others. I want to devote time to my loved ones and closest friends who have been there for me. I’ve found the most joy in company, even with just one person. I hope to continue finding that happiness this semester.